Live no regrets

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Car wash

Another day of hanging out with Meng. Went Ang Mo Kio to eat the western meals. Quite nice and filling. Ang Mo Kio was a place with quite some memories. The place where my ex girlfriend live. Those memories kinda flashes when I walk past those familar places. She's a nice and caring girl. Hope she's doing well now:)

Took a stroll at the Ang Mo Kio Hub. Quite a big place with newly opened Cathay cineplex. After that, went Tampines Mega Courts to get some cushion. Followed by makan at pasar malam in Punggol. Brought the takeaway from pasar malam and ate at my car boot. lol.. Quite romantic with the hazard light flashing and great music with bass and tremble coming from the car. Shark fin soup, ramy burger, drinks and tapioca cake. Not bad ya. Drove Meng home and he asked if I want to go wash car. After being indecisive for awhile, I decide to wash. So both of us drove our car to the washing bay and started the battle. Is it abit crazy? Washing at night? lol.. But it was fun, enjoyable although it was damn tired. Great work pal. Your car is damn clean now!!! So is mine right? haha... I never care what other says but not to those close one. Should i change my mindcept? Anyway, after washing the car we went to the nearby cheers. Trying to get the food for Lucky, Meng's doggie. Unfortunately, only got kitten food. Haha.. An uncle smoked Meng to go Hougang Mall, saying there's a shop and save 24 hours. There only got NTUC la uncle!! haha.. By then, I already headed home. A tired day.

You live if even if you are unhappy,
so why not try to be happy...

You coloured my life @
12:44 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

Moodless, bad mood or mood swing?

Moody..
Moodless..
Unhappy..
Furious..
or is it mood swing?

There was an anger deep inside me. It was not good. I was appearing very frustrated. Once again, it was due to her. Sometimes words from her just doesn't appear nice or even i felt it was like a knife coming towards me. Many many torns that really hurts. Even a very bad or lousy person do have their own pride. Or should I say I can accept critics but not so many. Shouldn't there be some words of encouragement? It hurts even more when I was brought to compare with other friends of her. Seems like i'm a weirdo. Or is it that we are 2 different person and our friends are completely different? I don't like the idea of keep being compared with other people. It sucks. Really sucks.

I am beginning to feel that the love for her is totally one-sided. And really should be put to an ultimate end. Afterall she's attached already. I want to forget it!!! Don't always come and go.. It really hurt me alot... You won't know how I feel cause you ain't me.. And would you ever stand in my position and think? Never. I am disappointed with those words that came from her and she didn't even know I am angry. Obviously she don't care and can't be bother. If she think this way, no matter what I say she will never believe. She sticks to her way. Never believe me. In that case, there's no point saying any more. Both stubborn. Nothing goes the right way.

Keep away from me.

You coloured my life @
10:30 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

IF ONLY THINGS CAN BE SO SIMPLE...

If only I can ORD earlier...
If only my presentation date is not 10th Jul...
If only I could let her go...
If only things can be so simple...

Special semester started. To my dismay, the presentation date clashes with my ORD date. How am i suppose to be at 2 location at the same time? Solution pls!!!

Love is so complicated. It comes and goes, come and goes... There's still this little girl lying in my heart and it seems so hard to get rid of it. I know what is the right way but I couldn't control the feelng underlying my heart...

If only things can be so simple......

You coloured my life @
9:07 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

SATURDAY

It was a rainy saturday. Together with Meng and Yingsi, we went to the Goodwood Park Hotel to have a durian bite. I'm not fanatic over durians but definately not someone who hate it either. Personally i felt that the durian puff was simply great. Frozen durian that simply melts in your mouth. Nice! The 2 of them was saying Joo Chiat got another shop which serve even better durian puff that they tried before. One day i will go and try it!! Anyone want company me? haha..

Had a simple but quite enjoyable day. Plenty of eating, walking and driving. And of course alot of shouting and grumbling of me by miss chatlotte. Shit! My feeling starts to come again! I better buried it deeper!! haha.. Went to Far East Plaza to walk around and i think is really time to do some shopping one of this day. So many nice shoes and apparels!!! But doesn't seems to attract both of them. One has too many clothing in her wardrobe and the other wasn't too keen with the trend there. Working personnel.

Dinner was consumed at East Coast Park. Satay Bee Hoon, Stingray, Wan Ton Mee and Chicken wings plus sugar cane drinks. Tasty, filling and alot of mosquito! haha.. After meal, we had a stroll to the wakeboarding area. Seriously it looks fun. Seeing those very young small kids trying it and i have the urge to go for it despite i couldn't swim. Frankly, i had a phobia to deep water. But the deepest i even jump into was a 5 metre deep pool and from around 10 metre high, I wonder how i manage to swim myself back onto land??? It was amazing. Perhaps one of these days, i will go learning swimming myself and one day i will try the wakeboard!!! Sea sports! Well, another lady was also very impressive. She's determined. Seeing her failed to balance herself up and keep falling. But she never gave up, continue trying and finally she succeeded Even she fall at the middle portion but it was already a very good try and progress. Sports need determination!

From ECP, we went to geylang and brought some beancurd and egg tart for supper. A long queue at the rochor stall. But the food was nice. Send them home and finally my duty ended. The horrendous mountain turtle can rest lo!!!

Goodnight everyone.

You coloured my life @
1:07 AM