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Sunday, January 21, 2007


Pool Junction

Been feeling very low recently. Alot of emotion and feeling damn vex. Wanted to solve the problem yet it is not so simple. Is it that i'm too stubborn? or should i let go abit and let nature takes it course? But will anything really happen? Or will i end up just waiting for another sad occasion to arrive? This is all unknown and I really got no idea what exactly to do... I am seriously lost... Really hate this feeling... :(

After a long morning of lectures, i went back from NTU to Tampines. Well, i really thought of going to gym to condition myself and so if my roomie require me to run on Sunday short distance heats i will go. But nothing seems to be progressing well, I was being "fly aeroplane" twice a day. She told me to go on sat instead of fri. I was think sat isn't really a good time to condition since if the heats is on sun will i be too worn out? Anyway, in the end she never go and I was quite disappointed as well as angry. Well, look for my best buddy and he agree to go. He wanted to meet slightly later since he just woke up around 12 plus. Alright fine I waited for him as i know if i go alone will be damn bored either. Wait and wait for more than an hour. I was pondering does it takes an hour plus to travel from Sengkang to Tampines? Ok conclusion i might be "flied" again... So it's true when i receive a call moments later from him. He said he forgotten is his sister birthday and his family going out to eat. Ok what else can i say? why not inform me at the very first moment he remembered that... Quite pissed off but i let it go and forget about it. It was rather late and i was totally moodless anymore. Check out the corn on my left foot big toe and it was getting bad. Although the plaster i brought for corn does help abit, it never seems any better. It removed part of the thick layer of skin but i don't think it will ever going to remove it totally. The corn is bigger than the plaster!!! Thus i decided that i shall not run or do any exercise at the moment to make the corn any worse. I need medication!!!

Forget about all those people that left me alone. I smsed Andy and Terence to ask them out for a pool session. Terence working and Andy replied "ok". Finally, it's time to throw all my frustration and anger on the balls! I hope it is not another flight..haha.. Fortunately, it wasn't... I met Andy and his gf at PS, walked to selegie and then to IOI plaza, Pool Junction... Played for awhile.. lost some and won some.. I realised that i hasn't really been playing for quite long. Seriously, i do like pool alot. For those we know me well should know this is my 2nd favourite past time other than basketball. I miss the days that I cleared the table in one cue and seeing the opponent surprise look. I was getting lousier already by now. Can't getting the placing i wanted and stoke isn't as good as the past. Despite all this, yesterday i nearly had a one cue. With only 1 ball left and i snooked myself on that. Quite a disappointing one. Buck up on it! It was 20 plus bucks playing for 2hr plus.. Compare to last time, it was pretty much expensive. Compared to long time ago playing at Tampines Pavilion Kpool, a 5bucks per hour, to now a $10.90 an hour. But i'm already used to the higher quality of playing. I can say it's a worth while one since they provide better cues, tables and atmosphere. You can watch espn while playing pool! And great to say Liverpool won Chelsea in just 20min with 2 goals! And also Terence came down after work to join us for dinner. As usual, after the game we went to the malay coffee shop to have a bite. Prata, mee goreng and bryani. Yum yum.. As soon as the plate were emptied, we headed back home. Me and Terence took bus while Andy and gf went for the train. We took bus 65. Damn long journey. Had a long conversation with Terence on quite alot of stuff. Well, its long time since we ever talk so much. Thanks pal for advice although it might not seems to be any help. haha.. Good luck to you either.. hope you can close up the gap between chyi and your gang.. Reached home at around 12plus am... blog and now sleeping time.. goodnight..



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Thursday, January 18, 2007


My heart is bleeding

I'm sad... I'm lost... I don't know what i should do... My heart is pain... Can anyone dig out my heart and just bury it?



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Tuesday, January 16, 2007


Too Stress Yet Too Bored

Took a few shot using my computer camera... Look quite idiotic..haha..



Simply too bored. Everyday seems to be on a routine basis. Waking up, breakfast, lecture, lunch, more lectures, dinner, study, study, sleep... It's like a never ending cycle and it is definately going to last at least for the next 4 months. I have to say it's uninteresting at all, full of stress and can be damn bored!! Anyone have any advice for me? gotta go sleep... goodnight...



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Saturday, January 13, 2007


Rain and Flood

It was another day with extreme heavy rainfall. Had a tired day attending lecture. Might be due to the fact that i slept at around 2-3am. While plus it was raining and provided a very conducive environment for sleeping. Also, at last i settled my modules registration problem. Finally, registered the 2 core modules that i'm suppose to take this semester. Have to really comment on the effectiveness when you go down directly to the undergraduates office for assistance. Much more faster that typing a freaking long email and sent to them with no reply for few days. Anyway, i learned my lesson and glad everything have been settled! Straight after lesson, i rush back to Tampines to accompany Si to the career fair at Temasek Poly. And thus, she gave me a long waiting time... haha.. Told me that she'll come down fast. I went to takeaway so food for lunch and stand downstairs to consume them. Must be wondering why i don't sit? Well, all the benches are wet! flooded everywhere!!! And so i got to stand lo.. worse still carrying my heavy bag.. Waited for almost an hour and finally she came down. My first reaction was not really angry with her. Just feeling very tired. Went straight to TP for the career fair. Quite a small one and jobs booth seems quite little and limited. Fortunately got quite a few engineering course and she registered for a few. Wish her good luck! After that, she went to her friend booth and had some conversation with him. My leg was like in the middle of breaking. Quite a long conversation with her friend and i'm totally worn out. Manage to endure and soon we went to take bus and sent her home. Quite a tired day...



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Sunday, January 07, 2007


Sunny Basketball

It's been years since i ever played basketball under the sun. I done it today in NTU. Played with my brother, cousin and his hall friends. 3 guys and 3 girls. Surprisingly, my brother suffered an injury while marking by one of the girl. A horrible fall as he was kinda trip by the girl and fell to the ground with both hands by the side.. Ouch! damn painful! And since that the girls seem to be just standing still passing the ball and keeping some distance from my brother. As for myself, I did exercised abit and find playing under the hot sun seems so memorable. Used to play under the sun for almost everyday during secondary school time. Overall, it was quite fun. I like the feeling of making great teamwork. I enjoyed passing the ball and making people score. It's an achievement in another way. Played for quite long mixing around our self with the girls to even up. The match of the day comes when my cousin want me to team with the 3 girls. We had an advantage, an extra person but majority are girls. While they are all guys. But still we won! haha.. Frankly speaking, it have alot to do with the girls shooting quite accurately. First moment, i wasn't really sure of how to play with them. I'm not those player that post or even likes to play high post. So tried to grab the rebound after their shot, but they are accurate! Cousin going for attachment and means I'll seldom be playing basketball in school since without a good companion. School going to start tomorrow.. Shall enjoy my last day today! But now is time to catch some sleep! zzZZZ...



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Thursday, January 04, 2007


Memories

Memories are good, ain't they?

Is this really true? Yes and No. I do have good memories and bad too. Sometimes i wonder which is more. Good memories are always being remembered while bad appears when you seems to be at the bottom of your luck. Just out of the sudden, i recalled some good and bad ones. Still remembering my toughest time in the army, struggling and missing a girl that i really likes. Good memories of being loved in the past and yet never really cherish that person. Now i do felt being love is better than loving someone. I have been struggling over the past few years and now that the burden is slowly put down, i do feel better with still abit of heartache left. Time will slowly bury all the past.

Remembered the first girl in my mind was actually a girl i know during primary school. She left me a deep impression due to pinching me every now and then. Even once, when the teacher saw my hand full of blue-black and thought i was abused by parents! haha.. Not to mention, she had a great laugh.. me too.. kinda embarrass also. I was rather playful too in the past. A bunch of us even placed a fake cockroach into her letter box. But unfortunately the victim turns out to be her dad.. haha.. Childhood were so carefree and happy.. I miss those days..

Turn into secondary school. I seriously cannot adapt to the change and missed quite alot of lesson during secondary one. Study wise i'm still able to make it to the next stage. Happy-go-lucky style and i decided to change. I work hard and studied, remembering my primary 6 form teacher, Mr Khoo, words.. He told me i'm quite gifted in maths and told me to continue to work hard. I tried and i really hope to tell him i made it. Pretty good score for maths at the end of Secondary School, Best in A- and E-maths in school. That was my peak. I really love the life in secondary. Everyday playing basketball and studying never seems difficult and tough. Not much worries either and having alot of basketball companion. I love basketball. I hate the changing phase. Really hate it. I am not too sure of where i should head after secondary.. Went to studied 2mths in JC and later on appeal to SP Medical Technology.

Studying life science was a wrong move for me. My biology interests never last. And i studied for the sake of getting a diploma i'm not interested in. Spend the 3 years wasted. I believe alot faced the same issue as i did. I regretted and tried to resolve it. Going overseas is my first thought. Expenses is very high but it saves alot of youth and time that guys wasted. And so i decided if i can't get into NTU i will leave. Eventually, i make it to NTU Enviromental Eng. 3years of studies. Half a year gone. I just got to endure and finish it. As for the rest of my life, 2 words for me - Work Hard!



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The Queen

A long day at home. Looking through the notes for next semester. And busy thinking of how to solve my screwed up time table. Make a thorough planning and shall now wait for the add/drop period to make necessary ammendments. Better luck pls!!! Had a few items to get for the next semester - files, textbooks and some stationary. Was also thinking of getting a part time job and work during weekend. Anyone got any lobang???

Until a late notice from Si. She said that she got 2 sneak preview tickets for the show "The Queen" and asked me if i want to watch. Well, the show starts at 730pm at Orchard Cathay and she asked me at around 630pm. Quite rushing ya? Anyway, wasted abit of time deciding and finally agreed to go watch. Went to pick her up at her house and then took a cab there. In the midst, we saw a motorcycle hit onto a car. Biker was an old uncle seems quite pitiful. Hope everything is fine for him. Rain plus slow traffic and so we reached there slightly late. Intothe theatre, all the seats seems to be occupied! Looking carefully and only feft the front few row.. Wow.. No choice sit in front lo.. The show was not a bad one. Showed how the Queen react and manage the press on the death of Princess Diana. Quite a meaningful show. After the show, wanted to take a cab home but she insist on taking bus. Quite a long trip and the bus was simply too cold! for her..haha.. Fortunately, it wasn't raining at Tampines when we reached at her bus stop. Send her home and went home. Smsed my bro to buy me dinner but he replied and say he was already at home! just as i was only outside the door... crap man! Had to have maggi lor.. Good day! At least not rotting the whole day.. haha.. time to go sleep.. goodnight..



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Monday, January 01, 2007


31st December 2006

New year eve!

Went out with a few friends - Meng, Terence, Chyi, Niu. Had dinner with niu and meng at a restaurant near Clarke Quay Mrt. Cream Dory Fish & Chip. Quite nice although i don't really like to eat fish. Sat over there for almost 2hours waiting for Terence. Meanwhile, i was talking crap with niu while meng was busy chatting on the phone. Must be girl man! Talk for damn long.. haha..

Later on we proceeded to the Settlers Cafe. It was the first time there and had quite alot of fun playing games. Board games! haha.. The cafe does not really have great ambiance and lighting or even comfortable cushion chairs. But the people there were friendly and introduced alot of party games. Some pics over at settlers...

Top Left: Terence and Chyi was listening carefully to the explanation of the games

Right: Niu falling asleep! Cut down the long story man!!

Bottom Left: First Picture taken after 12!


Left to Right: 1. Got an idea how to play the egg game 2. Confident, looking at the egg 3. Holding alot of egg!!! haha..


After Jenga, comes JENGA EXTREME!

Above are some games that we took pics of.. Of course, played alot more games that seems more exciting, crazy and fun! Busy playing so never take the pics..haha.. Guess it was a different kind of celebration i ever had. Happy New Year!!

But the first problem of the year came right immediately after we left the cafe. How to go back home?! Traffic damn congested and bus stop extremely crowded! It was around 1am. We tried our luck of taking MRT NE line and was fortunate as the train extend till 1.24am! Wow, a great start for the year..haha.. Some pictures at the MRT station..















Took the train to Sengkang. Had a ice cream treat from Meng at Sengkang 7-11. Together, we walked Chyi home. haha.. fortunate girl ya.. so many bodyguards! After all, we still know our limits.. The three of us waited down stair while Terence had some privacy with her lo..lol.. Took some pics at her house their too..



Top-L: Meng & Niu showing their cool expression..

Top-R: Pic taken too fast! Was trying to cross the same leg as niu! lolx..

Bottom-L: Freezing! Had a big mouthful of ice cream.. ugly shot!

Bottom-R: Exhausted...

Finally, the four of us shared cab home. It was a happy day! Didn't spend much $$$.. haha.. And to be frank, never know playing board games can be so tiring! Once again, Happy New Year everyone! May it be a smooth year for all of us!!!



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