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Thursday, January 04, 2007
Is this really true? Yes and No. I do have good memories and bad too. Sometimes i wonder which is more. Good memories are always being remembered while bad appears when you seems to be at the bottom of your luck. Just out of the sudden, i recalled some good and bad ones. Still remembering my toughest time in the army, struggling and missing a girl that i really likes. Good memories of being loved in the past and yet never really cherish that person. Now i do felt being love is better than loving someone. I have been struggling over the past few years and now that the burden is slowly put down, i do feel better with still abit of heartache left. Time will slowly bury all the past.
Remembered the first girl in my mind was actually a girl i know during primary school. She left me a deep impression due to pinching me every now and then. Even once, when the teacher saw my hand full of blue-black and thought i was abused by parents! haha.. Not to mention, she had a great laugh.. me too.. kinda embarrass also. I was rather playful too in the past. A bunch of us even placed a fake cockroach into her letter box. But unfortunately the victim turns out to be her dad.. haha.. Childhood were so carefree and happy.. I miss those days..
Turn into secondary school. I seriously cannot adapt to the change and missed quite alot of lesson during secondary one. Study wise i'm still able to make it to the next stage. Happy-go-lucky style and i decided to change. I work hard and studied, remembering my primary 6 form teacher, Mr Khoo, words.. He told me i'm quite gifted in maths and told me to continue to work hard. I tried and i really hope to tell him i made it. Pretty good score for maths at the end of Secondary School, Best in A- and E-maths in school. That was my peak. I really love the life in secondary. Everyday playing basketball and studying never seems difficult and tough. Not much worries either and having alot of basketball companion. I love basketball. I hate the changing phase. Really hate it. I am not too sure of where i should head after secondary.. Went to studied 2mths in JC and later on appeal to SP Medical Technology.
Studying life science was a wrong move for me. My biology interests never last. And i studied for the sake of getting a diploma i'm not interested in. Spend the 3 years wasted. I believe alot faced the same issue as i did. I regretted and tried to resolve it. Going overseas is my first thought. Expenses is very high but it saves alot of youth and time that guys wasted. And so i decided if i can't get into NTU i will leave. Eventually, i make it to NTU Enviromental Eng. 3years of studies. Half a year gone. I just got to endure and finish it. As for the rest of my life, 2 words for me - Work Hard!
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