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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Byebye Girl

Woke up very early today and also didn't sleep well yesterday night. Was thinking of her all night long. And again she's going to leave. I really miss her... Woke up in the morning and gave her a morning call. Lazy pig everytime ask for more time..haha.. Called another few more times and finally she wake up. She said she wasn't prepare to leave.. haven't shou shi hao xing qing.. me too can't bear to see her leave.. sad sad sad..

Meet her and her friends, yuling, Ah Guang, Hongyi and Gerard. Like a half a year gathering, as me, ah guang and hongyi went to send her off 6 months ago..haha.. Some pictures taken at airport.. Unlike the previous time that i wait till the plane fly off, this time round i went off after seeing her went in cause she ask me to send yuling home. Really really miss her alot..... After i send yuling home, went back to catch some sleep and setted my alarm at 1600hrs (waiting for her sms). However, the sms never came and was quite worried so called her and she just stepin her house due to plane delayed and over crowded in the immigration. Anyway, she safely reached home i'm relieve le.. Now another problem! is her internet wireless connection not working! aiyo don't know why either.. wireless modem working but cannot detect the wireless network.. weird.. Now she is having a rest. But she hasn't ate her dinner, wonder what she going to eat..haiz.. always don't take care one despite me saying alot alot of times already.. Later going back camp le.. this weekend might be burn due to re-sit test as i miss the sit test camp..so sian lo.. Gotta prepare for going back camp le.. feeling quite low now.. really miss you girl..... love you always......gtg le..

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6:05 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Eve Of The Flight

Today was on off to meet si. She is leaving once again to Perth. Another sad moment for me. Today went out with her and gl. Went to sing ktv followed by a movie, i'm not stupid too. Didn't sing much today as i would want to hear her sing rather than i sing. haha.. but was force by her to sing. Naughty girl! Watched i'm not stupid too.. A lame show but was rather touching too.. alot of people surrounding us cried! Oh my god.. haha but i was also touched by some of the scene.. overall a great show expect for the kid that become fighting champion.. LAME! After that send si home to collect cd for her SIA colleagues and went back to tm and then walk her home again. haha.. of course she complained walking her and there.. so freakling hell..haha.. But for me was happy to have slightly more time with her..haha.. Gave her the present i brought too.. what is it? haha.. was quite surprise by the long wallet she used today.. somehow she never use the old FAT WALLET..oh then the present i brought seems useless le.. hmmm.. Anyway hope she like it ba.. Hope she enjoyed herself today as she was rather moody for the past few days i guess. Although i do not know what exactly happen but she just seems quite moody. Heard her telling me her mum not happy wonder is it about that? or maybe quarrelled with bf? anyway i just hope she will be happy.. My listening ear is always at her service.. Take care girl.. i will miss you alot.. love you..

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10:06 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Constant Gardener

Watched another sad movie today with Wei Ching. Story was quite sad as it talks about life in Africa. People there being used as guinea pig for testing medicine. What most ridiculous is the pharmacutical company take it as giving public free testing of HIV and TB while actually using them to test medicine! Where is the HUMAN RIGHTS! A lady tried to uncover the truth but was killed in the end. Her husband continued her wish and end up being killed also. However, his death uncovered the truth. In real life such things might be happening to Africa. Thus, all of us have to cherish our life and environment. Being able to live in Singapore, such good environment is really a blessing. After the show, went to meet Terence for a pool session. Never bring my own cue abit lost form.. haha.. pushing the blame to the cue ah.. Anyway had a great time as long time hasn't played. Tomorrow thought of going play basketball. Only worries is re-injuried my finger again..haha.. shall see how.. Tml morning watching NBA all star Saturday. After that gotta book in at around 1730 lo.. sian ah.. Si laving on 22nd also. Asked my OC to see if tue and wed can take off. And i was GRANTED! yeah! hope she's free, and not last minute meeting other again.. pray hard then. shall end here.. going to lights off liao.. Goodnight everyone!

You coloured my life @
1:58 AM

Friday, February 17, 2006

FIELD CAMP ENDED, BOOK OUT LO!

Finally field camp ended and today booked out. Had been in camp for the past few weeks. Quite tiring during field camp as everyday had to wake up early and sleep late. Worse still, have to sleep in out field! However, thanks to the rumours regarding release of 'A' Level results on today, field camp was cut short to 6 days! YEAH! Anyway, still got few major event upcoming.. SIT test, Range and Hand grenade live throw.. Going to busy 2 weeks.. Sian.. Yesterday was doing my duty and got screwed up in the ration indent for recruits. They are suppose to have combat ration rather than fresh for dinner. But thanks to my PS, who brought them to eat resulting in over eat or rather say never indent but we eat! 0 indent but ate 53!! What the hell! End up have to write one statement to my CSM and kana scold by him. So suay! Hopefully the next few weeks will be good for me. Hope luck will change for me.. Too many injuries and thing occupying in my mind.. can't really concentrate in NS.

She will be leaving on 22nd Feb. Today just asked my PC to help me and he did so. Should be able to book out on 22nd Feb but not too sure if i want to or not. Went to send her the previous time and was rather sad but she didn't really talk to me either, like being left out. haha.. Shall see how.. enjoy my week end lo!!!

You coloured my life @
11:58 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Nights Off

Yeah! Night off today.. Later going back camp. This saturday will the start of field camp. Was quite lucky as 'A' level result will be out on Friday. Thus, fieldcamp is cut short to 6 days. haha.. Alot of things for today.. Caroline went to Sydney to pursue her degree le.. Wish her all the best and good luck ya! And also today is Wei Ching's 21st birthday.. Happy Brithday ya!! Quite a relax day today. Now at home checking email, writing this blog lo.. Nothing much to say le.. write again when i'm back.. Have a good weekend everyone! I'LL BE AT FIELD CAMP!!HAHA..

You coloured my life @
7:54 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Fearless

Booked out yesterday night and met Wei Ching for a show. Went to watch Fearless. A nice and touching show showing how Jet lee sacrificed his life for wushu unity. WC cried somemore! Stun.. haha.. Anyway, thanks for her accompanied lo.. After that, sent her home and rush back Tampines and borrowed the advance theory book from Yingsi. Today took my advance theory and failed.. sian sian sian!!! Anyway, booked another date to try again. Due to the movie show, i didn't study much lor. Guess before the test start going to study few days earlier. Just now went to return yingsi her advance theory book too and brought her some food. Where got ppl morning breakfast eat maggi mee!! so unhealthy! Still don't take care of herself lor.. and even injuried herself... haiz.. Bruise here and there.. hope you'll get well soon ah! girl girl pls take care ah.. write till here.. going to CGH for another physio and check on the fractured bruise finger.. tired day.. take care everyone! especially you lor girl...

You coloured my life @
2:08 PM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Life Is Like A Dream..

Just change my entire blog. A new start. Time for me to wake up my stupid and foolish idea. Be more realistic and move carry on my own life. Stop wasting time on someone whom i might love her so much but she don't trust me...

Yesterday, had a small gathering with caroline,
chyi lin, xiu and ah teck. Is sort of a farewell
dinner for caroline as she is leaving Singapore to
Sydney to pusring her degree. Wish her all the best!
Some pictures taken during the dinner @DOME.
One funny thing is why i never took pic with them??haha...

Suppose to meet Weiching for a movie show also but due to the gathering, was rather late le.. end up flying her aeroplane just like what she did few days back..haha.. But really appreciate that she willing to accompany me during 3rd day of CNY as no one was around! Thank you girl for the effort although end up flying me plane..haha.. Luckily that day Terence and his bro asked me to play pool.. Wow his bro pro sia.. Had a great game! Asked yingsi for a show but she never really reply me or if got was damn slow.. that was a very bored day for me..

Had a quarrel with yingsi for no reason..haha.. Because yumeng never tell me who he's with and never tell her.. she angry with both of us.. ridiculous right? Its ok, can't be bother anymore since she just don't trust me.. Was at a 24hr mac with yumeng yesterday after he done with gl and came to send yingxiu and me home. Talk with him for quite long, most of the time was me--> grumbling.. Think back alot about me and yingsi... Sending her home during a big rain and i was all drench while her bottom pants was wet, scolded by her..haha.. She wasn't feeling well while working at tm starhub, i immediately rush down and accompany her to doctor.. guess she got serious menstrual cramp... While working at PS starhub, her colleague accidentally poked her eyes. I was working at Centrepoint and asked my boss for early dinner to bring her to doctor. Ran from centrepoint to PS and saw her dropping tears. Quickly bring her to medical facilities but damn it orchard so hard to find one!! end up being scolded and took cab with her and send her home.. as for me applied urgent leave.. Still remember when she went to australia, almost called her everyday during the first few month. Brought alot of world card..haha..Help her in her work when i was feeling very tired.. heard she don't have much jacket, quickly went to get some and send to australia for her.. stupid for whom am i to her? Shall keep all this memories in the past and move forward without her.. Let time wash off my saddness.. Take care Si..

You coloured my life @
2:40 PM