Friends?

It is 3plus am now. Yesterday or maybe just now went to catch a glimpse of the france display fireworks at Esplanade with Terence, Chyi, Xiu and Bao ge. It was as usual squeezy like hell with people keep pushing your back and roughing to get through. Everyone seems to be so anxious or is it so call "kiasu"? Already at 6pm, City Hall was flooded with people. It is nearly impossible to get a million dollar seats near the railing outside Esplanade, unless you could come around noon time. haha.. Human have natural instinct which is so unbelievable. With the time showing at 8.50pm, you can start to see those people sitting down getting up and rushing to the front. Push and push and push.. I was having quite a good view but a lady asked me if i could let this small girl go to the front to view the fireworks as she was simply too short.. Of course i let her pass and so everyone start to rush through as well and later i find myself just behind a tree! Suggest that there should be a place for children to view the works lor.. Fortunately, people in front of me wasn't too tall and i was still able to have a small view of the display. It was a worthwhie one. The fireworks is simply better than the previous fews, the glittering of the dust and the great impact together forming a heavenly scene. It was fantastic! A few blink of my eyes after the fireworks and i realised most of the people in front have already rushing out! They got the best sits and leave the earliest.. wow.. typical Singaporean!! (applause) Slowly, we make our way out and proceed to the bus stop. I took a bus to PS while the rest of them went home.

I was feeling quite moodless and thinking of alot of things. Out of a sudden, I find myself changed over the years. I use to be a quiet guy that won't bother to communicate and interact with others. Now that i guess i've become a talkative and full of lame jokes person. It seems like i feel arkward with the atmosphere being too quiet. Started to talk and entertaining other by joking or perhaps accidentally making fun of them. I changed - sociable/irritating. Walking alone along Orchard road, i felt so lonely and friendless. Best friends seems to be drifting away, like Terence and Yumeng. Can't understand what they are thinking already or maybe they can't understand me either? past close friends like andy, jasline aren't contacting with me as much as the past. Everything around me changed. I just feel weird and helpless.

Alright blog another time.. hope when i wake up everything will be fine..

Bryant Ong
23 yrs old
17th Oct 1984
Single
NTU undergraduate
Email & MSN: kf_and1@yahoo.com.sg
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