Happy Birthday To You & Me!

A day that is different from the past 17/10. A day that other than accepting gift, I prepared gift for her. A day to remember - 17/10/2007...

First celebration: Thank you all those who came to my room and celebrate (sabo) my birthday. The fried rice with wedges is damn "nice". And not to forget about the powder, super cooling and reminds me of army powder bathe! I was really touched by the birthday song you guys sang. Though wasn't very nice but the thoughts that you guys put in make it very touching... Thanks fellow hall mates!!!!!!

Second Celebration: Thanks pal!!! Terence!!! And also all those who came to celebrate this special day with me:).. Xiu, Chende, Jas, Bird and Chyi... Though is quite disappointing that some of you last min couldn't make it but I can understand you have your reason and work to cope with also. Anyway I still appreciate your thoughts... the calls and smses.. thanks alot peeps!!!

Presents: A yellow levis tee from Charissa.. A bag from Xiu, Chende and Qin... A polo tee from Bird... and something from Ter, Meng and Jas that I have yet to receive it.. but it sounded very mysterious.. Thanks for all the gift!!! I really like them all!!!

I will upload the picture soon...

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Charissa too!!!

A line difference: Yes or No

It had been quite awhile since my last post.

Days in sch still remain so hectic and tough. Everyday is full of school work to catch up especially after a long relaxing FOC. Hasn't been able to put my mind focusing on the notes and really get into study mode. I just simply can't concentrate and read. Even for a short sentence and i mean a very very short sentence. Wonder what the hell is going in my brain?

I got to know this girl during FOC and happen that we shared the same birthday!!! It's amazing ain't! Perhaps is this bond that makes me feel comfortable talking to her and able to share with her without any hesitation. Her giggling laughter and smile kinda makes my day. I am seriously falling for her.. For the cold 4 years, this girl kinda makes my heart come back a life. But to be frank, I am scare of love.. or will it be another 4 years.. I love to know but will i?

Try and you failed or fail that you didn't try?

Car wash

Another day of hanging out with Meng. Went Ang Mo Kio to eat the western meals. Quite nice and filling. Ang Mo Kio was a place with quite some memories. The place where my ex girlfriend live. Those memories kinda flashes when I walk past those familar places. She's a nice and caring girl. Hope she's doing well now:)

Took a stroll at the Ang Mo Kio Hub. Quite a big place with newly opened Cathay cineplex. After that, went Tampines Mega Courts to get some cushion. Followed by makan at pasar malam in Punggol. Brought the takeaway from pasar malam and ate at my car boot. lol.. Quite romantic with the hazard light flashing and great music with bass and tremble coming from the car. Shark fin soup, ramy burger, drinks and tapioca cake. Not bad ya. Drove Meng home and he asked if I want to go wash car. After being indecisive for awhile, I decide to wash. So both of us drove our car to the washing bay and started the battle. Is it abit crazy? Washing at night? lol.. But it was fun, enjoyable although it was damn tired. Great work pal. Your car is damn clean now!!! So is mine right? haha... I never care what other says but not to those close one. Should i change my mindcept? Anyway, after washing the car we went to the nearby cheers. Trying to get the food for Lucky, Meng's doggie. Unfortunately, only got kitten food. Haha.. An uncle smoked Meng to go Hougang Mall, saying there's a shop and save 24 hours. There only got NTUC la uncle!! haha.. By then, I already headed home. A tired day.

You live if even if you are unhappy,
so why not try to be happy...

Moodless, bad mood or mood swing?

Moody..
Moodless..
Unhappy..
Furious..
or is it mood swing?

There was an anger deep inside me. It was not good. I was appearing very frustrated. Once again, it was due to her. Sometimes words from her just doesn't appear nice or even i felt it was like a knife coming towards me. Many many torns that really hurts. Even a very bad or lousy person do have their own pride. Or should I say I can accept critics but not so many. Shouldn't there be some words of encouragement? It hurts even more when I was brought to compare with other friends of her. Seems like i'm a weirdo. Or is it that we are 2 different person and our friends are completely different? I don't like the idea of keep being compared with other people. It sucks. Really sucks.

I am beginning to feel that the love for her is totally one-sided. And really should be put to an ultimate end. Afterall she's attached already. I want to forget it!!! Don't always come and go.. It really hurt me alot... You won't know how I feel cause you ain't me.. And would you ever stand in my position and think? Never. I am disappointed with those words that came from her and she didn't even know I am angry. Obviously she don't care and can't be bother. If she think this way, no matter what I say she will never believe. She sticks to her way. Never believe me. In that case, there's no point saying any more. Both stubborn. Nothing goes the right way.

Keep away from me.

Bryant Ong
23 yrs old
17th Oct 1984
Single
NTU undergraduate
Email & MSN: kf_and1@yahoo.com.sg
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